I spent about two weeks in Nilai and KL. I can’t exactly sum the experience up in one word, though in hindsight, I’d say that it was definitely an experience for me that showed that I could thrive well outside my cocoon.

For one, I hardly know anyone back in CF. Most of my friends now run in different circles, and some are more preoccupied with … new friends. I didn’t reconnect much with my older, closer friends from before. In fact, I established newer friendships with some familiar faces, and some newer faces. It was interesting, to say the least. I wish I had more opportunity to get to know more people, and to spend time with them… though a part of me knew that I have at last found closure.

I used to think that INTI was home. As they say, “Home is where the heart is,” and when your heart isn’t there anymore… it really isn’t home anymore. Not really. But I didn’t feel like a guest. I just made it into a time of reflection, and just basically getting to know more people. Besides, I felt completely at odds with the way things were. I couldn’t bring myself to fit into the picture. I usually could, but then I realized… I changed.

It was a memorable time indeed, though. I did receive word that I was intimidating to some of the newer faces, (LOL) and well, I quite enjoyed that. I don’t care though. Never did. lol.

Anyway, this chapter of my life is closed now. I’m happy that it’s over, finally, and I can move on. to bigger and better things.