im stuck.

who am i now?

at each milestone in my life – primary school, secondary, college, now university – i’ve always changed. deliberately. i adjust, change, and evolve the better techniques. as of now, i feel as though i’m stuck in college. is this because i still have ties to inti?

when i look back, i usually take a few friendships out of the school context, and they flourish well. those that are so ingrained within the school environment usually die when exposed to the real world. i would then cut my ties to my previous lives. and now, i try so hard to bring the latter type of friendship to the real world. i suppose i should leave them be. leave them, and cherish the few that i have now. i have not cut my ties. in fact, i willingly let myself be trapped in it.

i should go on. move on, beyond. never again.

become someone beyond recognition. better. the best.