heck yeah. i’m a slytherin. no way around it. oh well.

mm.

so.

i was thinking, you know, about making a survival guide in the US. but it varies from state to state. meh. iuno. see la. so far there isn’t any extended interest in doing so.

sooooooooooooooooooooooo.

i’m leaving soon. for the airport. for nilai.

i feel kinda bad though. i’ve been sorta avoiding the nagging and unnecessary lectures. and there was some collateral damage: my uncle. i’m sorry, but ah. for the sake of self-preservation. omg. here we go again. gahhhhhhhh. ai. my patience is running thin. my sarcasm level is reaching an all-time high. venom is nearly released. gahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i normally just suck it in and keep my cool. normally. but if you continually press the panic button, the anger button, the annoying button… it’s bound to malfunction at some point eh? i need something to take my mind off things. idk what. oh well. so. it’s been a difficult 5-day trip. honestly, feels like forever. ==

i don’t usually bottle up my emotions, contrary to popular belief. someone said that i don’t trust other people with my emotions. haha, wrong. i do, just that i have a select few with whom i’m honest. =D these people are the kind that i can trust to be objective and rational about handling my emotions. thank God for them. when i do bottle up my emotions, it’s because i don’t have a proper outlet to release them. such as privacy to do my own things. like i said, no privacy, no freedom. ==